hati..tenanglah engkau...

bile fikiran mula berkecamuk...
pertimbangan diri mula hilang...
saat aku sedar kembali...
masa tidak dapat diputar...
penyesalan demi penyesalan aku rasakan...
Ya Allah..
berikanlah aku kekuatan...
semoga masih ada sinar...

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YESTERDAY

today...
after so many hardship i've to face...
i've learn the most valuable thing...
that a TRUE FRIEND is...

Someone that would be the first one to find u when u disappear...
Someone that would sing happy song for u when they saw u in sadness
Someone that would cheer u up when u're down...
Someone that would concern for u the most under any event...
Someone that would make up with u even when u're the one that is wrong...
Someone that would never left u behind under any circumstances...
Someone that would never choose between two and remain positive...
Someone that would lend her shoulder for u to cry....

I love you more than yesterday...

please accept the most sincere appreciation taht i can give to you...
thank you..
Bie, Yah, Adik, Muaz....
Nana, Sarra, Mira, Eizaaz, Awai and Z...

I love you more than yesterday...

i hope that the sun will shine brighter tomorrow...

it's just a Misunderstanding.......

the story from my point of view...

today is such a gloomy, miserable, cheerless, melodramatic day for me...
yup..now i believe in the saying 'woke up from the wrong side of the bed...and because of that..my whole day is dull and depressing...

this all started when my father forbid me to go out today...he has asked me to stay at my room and study..but being stubborn as i always do, last night, i've made a plan to go out..but another part of me felt really 'bersalah' coz i've promised him earlier....

the the sun rise...we are supposed to watch Aliah's mock trial but we overslept...earlier, i was prepared to go but realising that u just woke up and u sounded so tired...i canceled the plan...

you've never been late before, maybe u're so tired....i thought..

then at noon..Adik called..he wanted us to join them for an outing...i was reluctant because they said that there's only 1 space left if both of us want to tag along with the girls...

if we want to go..we'll go together..nobody is going to be left behind...i told Adik..

Adik is so baik..he even asked Eizaaz if we can get a lift...Luckily Eizaaz agreed..

thank you so much buddy...

but you were down even from the start...were u mad at me becoz i set the time wrongly? were u mad at me becoz i'm the one who canceled the plan to watch the mock trial? were u mad at me because i hurt ur feeling? then..when we were walking..i was left behind..u didn't look at me even once...why babe?why?i want to know....

lunch time...they asked me what i want to eat...i really did want to ask the menu in ur hands..but i didn't dare...sat at the corner of the table...i wondered what crime that i've done to u...i cldn't stop my tears from falling..i went to the washroom...when i went out..i saw u were rushing through the door of the restaurant with Adik following at the back hurriedly...few minutes later..u called and asked worriedly where i was.. i felt so happy becoz at last u talked to me.....

and i know at that time u were worried bout me...

but then...u didn't come back...Adik was double-worried at that time...i went and looked for u...high and low inside the mall...i even called n sms u but u never reply...then when Adik called me to come back...i saw u facing ur back towards me and even had a sorrow voice...were u mad at me because u were damn worried bout me but when u called i answered in a happy voice? babe.....it's all becoz u talked to me again!that's why.....

i'm sorry i have to leave....
i don't know why but i was so frustrated...
with myself and even the situation...
i'm sorry because i stamped up my feet...
it's just because i was messed up at that time...
i'm so sorry because i've made everyone worried...
but i need time and space to heal and that's why i left...
i'm very sorry adik...
because akak ur mood is down... akak ni suke susahkan adik kan...
i'm very sorry Bie...
i've made the situation even worse...

I'M SO SORRY TO ALL...
especially Bie, Yah, Adik, Muaz.......
I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN YESTERDAY....